I must admit that even as an ardent Harry Potter fan the fifth movie left me with a lingering sense of dissapointment as I left the cinema. No I didn't catch it with the SOM people as there was the initial uncertainty of getting a ticket and I absolutely had to watch it once it came out. To me, the past few movies just didn't do justice to the books where the plot was carefully crafted and the suspense maintained. Instead it was the classic case of squeezing too much information into too few frames. Why don't they just follow LOTR and just create a movie of epical proportions? We certainly deserved it after such a long wait.

However, there were certain aspects that made me smile during the movie. Rather unexpectedly, Luna Lovegood has a sexy voice! Yeah it was mostly monotonous during the movie but imagine if she was speaking to you normally. And of course Emma Watson didn't dissapoint. No doubt she was more glamourous in the last one but she still looked good as ever. Plus I personally liked her hair tied back.

On another note altogether, I've been rather uncertain of myself. How could I have aged so much in 3 years? In 2004 I was a picture of contentment. Now I'm going to be so old and will have to cope with so many new things. Things I admit I'm ill-prepared for. And why is it so difficult to trust anymore? Perhaps I've been too comfortable for my own good.

And after reviewing pictures of girls that I consider attractive, I've made an interesting discovery! It's all in the eyes and quite possibly, the hair. Better yet, it's eyes that display vulnerability and a certain steel at the same time that captivates me. Thus far I've only seen this once or maybe twice at the most.

Jeisa Chiminazzo. Now that's a name and a face to remember. Along with Jessica Stam. Megan Fox isn't too bad either. I can only hope that I am blessed enough to meet someone with those features. Not necessarily marry. Just to be in the same room and have a picture taken would be more than sufficient.

Keep on dreaming Su, just keep on dreaming.